Things Nobody Knows But Me
Paperback | May 2019 | Transit Lounge | 9781925760200 | 272pp | 229x152mm | GEN | AUD$29.99, NZD$34.99
When she is four years
old Amra Pajalić realises that her mother is different. Fatima is loving but
sometimes hears strange voices that tell her to do bizarre things. She is
frequently sent to hospital and Amra and her brother are passed around to
family friends and foster homes, and for a time live with their grandparents in
At sixteen Amra ends up in the school counsellor's office for wagging school. She finally learns the name for the malady that has dogged her mother and affected her own life: bipolar disorder. Amra becomes her mother's confidante and learns the extraordinary story of her life: when she was fifteen years old Fatima visited family friends only to find herself in an arranged marriage. At sixteen she was a migrant, a mother, and mental patient.
Surprisingly funny, Things Nobody Knows But Me is a tender portrait of family and migration, beautifully told. It captures a wonderful sense of bicultural place and life as it weaves between St Albans in suburban Australia and Bosanska Gradiška in Bosnia. Ultimately it is the heartrending story of a mother and daughter bond fractured and forged by illness and experience. Fatima emerges as a remarkable but wounded woman who learns that her daughter really loves her.